wisdom teeth

on thursday at 2 in the afternoon i had two of my wisdom teeth EMERGENCYLY REMOVED from my face. it has been a fun adventure. so two days before we went to the dentist so he could tell me what i already knew( by the way nice man, very funny) i was scared yes..i have never had any sort of surgery, never been put to sleep, never had teeth taken out, and never Have i had an IV in my arm, untill thursday.

when i was brought in to the room where they were going to do their MAGIC, they sat me in a chair. it looked like a death chair. i mean the arms of it had arm straps..(not scary HA) the woman tried to calm me down with small talk so we started talking about Dr.Pepper of all things. And i LOVE Dr. Pepper. then another nurse came in and injected something that relaxed me, and boy did it relax me. the doctor came in and bam..i was out like a light. when i woke up i realized i was missing one of my flip flops and my mouth felt like half of it was swelled up like a balloon. oh and i was missing two teeth. YAY. thank goodness i couldnt feel my mouth cause im sure if i could then i dont know what i would have done.

i got home layed down on the couch and feel asleep. i remaind asleep for the rest of the night and a remainder of the next morning. that morning is when ALL the fun started. the pain in my tooth cause me so much agony i was litterally sick to my stomach. the toilet became my best friend.

i feel much much MUCH better today. tomorrow is my last day of summer and im happy i will spend it healthy, happy and excited. wish me luck on my new year..


THIS IS MY HAPPY FACE!!!

SENIOR!

school is starting and its really exciting!! its my last year of high school and it WILL be the best. before now school had just been tedious work..and very annoying. waking up at 5:30 pushing myself to get out of bed and attempt to look good. and this year i have a reason to JUMP out of bed. IM A SENIOR! top of the school, head of the school, its an amazing feeling.



knowing that this will be the last year i have in school with my best friend and my beloved sister. though we will never depart. i will always be by her side and she will be by mine. it may not always be physicaly but in my heart ill always be here for her. she may not know it but without her i would wonder where my other part is. i would always have a feeling like something is missing. but since she is here i will never be alone. it feels amazing to share the world with her.






i have soo much to look forward to this year..im going to 17. and soon after that i am planing on joining the Army Reserves. that contributes to a BIG part of my excitement for this year. ending high school will open a new beginging in my life..College.its a new big step in my life. i am almost ready to be out on my own, to make decisions for myself. i have so many ideas and so many plans for the road ahead. its all to exciting and over whelming. i know what i have to do and ive already got my hand on the door knob..im just waiting for the perfect time to open it.

so back to high school...

i have had many ups and MANY downs. there are two people that have pushed me and pushed me to make the right choices and behave, to do my homework and pay attention, be a good example and have fun. these two people have and will always be here for me. they will love me no matter what and they will alway be behind me. they are my parents. my mommy and daddy. i would not be here if it werent for them. i really didnt do good at all last year and they were behind me PUSHING me harder and harder to be better. and i did it. i got through with their help im done with my childish games.

high school is only the begining to my understanding in life. life is full of challenges and hills and mountians. its a big roller coaster.

I AM A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL!! this...is only the begining.

its a first

so blogging..this is new to me. i have a lot of things i need to get out and say. im sure this will help. this may become my new addiction..like myspce yeah it was SOO cool at first now..bleh..its boring. who wants to read those lame bullitens or be "cool" cause you have a myspace?! well obviously pleanty of people. honestly myspace is a waste of time.

so soon i will be back to tell you about me. really soon. once i figure out what im REALLY going to write about.